Shopping list when I get my bonus
Dresden Ruler
6.5 inch square ruler
long ruler ( ALL CLEAR)
Large Quilting Mat
Olfa Rotary Cutters
Wooden table
Comfy Chair for sewing in
Now I have a huge master bedroom, so I plan to take a little bit of it, and turn it into my sewing area, :) /Excited!
I really want to start quilting, but need the above materials before I can, so I'll have to be all patient. I'm sorta ok with that LOL.
After that, everything needs to go to pay off the car. We have got to get it paid off asap, because I cannot afford 1k ever 6 months for bloody insurance! I just can't!
Also... WOOT for Eugene being such an amazing husband!
He got himself a thing of eggnog, I am lactose intolerant, I got home yesterday to a half gallon of chocolate milk in the fridge :) GO EUGENE!!!
Not to mention getting woken up with morning funsies ;) I adore that!
man I love my hubby, he's so good to me, letting me put up the tree three weeks before thanksgiving, letting me get into sewing even though he probably thinks it's a waste of money. And doing all he can to help me get reasy to have a baby!
I am blessed.
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
tired nauseous, tired, nauseous, tired, naseous.... when does it end?
So this week I've been exhausted, I know it's only tuesday night and I'm already crying for mercy I'm so tired I feel all out of whack. I hate that. I think it's the provera, and the provera also can cause nausea.
So I suppose that since I took my last pill tonight, I'll start getting better soon. My main hope is that I start my cycle soon, I mean a 70 day cycle is retarded.
So yeah, I think that if I'm able to start my cycle I'll feel sooooooooo much better.
It will hurt, hell it already hurts, but at least then it would be over, this 70 days of evil depression.
And then we can try again, I'm moving out of my depression though, starting to feel hopeful, this month could be our month!
I want Triplets! ;)
So I suppose that since I took my last pill tonight, I'll start getting better soon. My main hope is that I start my cycle soon, I mean a 70 day cycle is retarded.
So yeah, I think that if I'm able to start my cycle I'll feel sooooooooo much better.
It will hurt, hell it already hurts, but at least then it would be over, this 70 days of evil depression.
And then we can try again, I'm moving out of my depression though, starting to feel hopeful, this month could be our month!
I want Triplets! ;)
Monday, November 8, 2010
Learning new things
So I'm going to be learning to quilt eventually. I'm pretty happy about it, I got my new sewing machine and a bunch of accouterments over the weekend from a craigslist add.80 bucks for a ton of stuff! I even got a button hole foot and a zipper foot... and even some fabric :)
And my sister in law gave me some fabric too, and my old senior from work is going to bring me some too! :) I'm pretty excited. Just you know, have to figure out what to do. I want to make things to bring warmth to people's lives.
Both Heather and this blog inspired me to do this..
http://terificreations.wordpress.com/tag/life/
That free motion quilt is the most beautiful think I ahve ever seen. and I want to be that good someday.
So I"m going to start reading and figure out how to block, and how to start setting about making a quilt, and hopefully have one made by the time Eugene and I have our first baby. I think it's completely possible. And I hope that I can make it beautiful.... :)
Anyways, that's all I have.
Cycle 2 provera day 9 in the 60's of my cycle
It's been a long long 15 days yall.
tomorrow is day 10 ( The last day) Of provera. Then we wait for the cycle to start over, and we count to day 5, and I start taking 100 mg a day for 5 days of clomid.
I've been having issues with a friend, who continues to say thoughtless things. I am thoughtless sometimes, but not to this extent. She doesn't get it though, she thinks I only get mad because it's her, but I"m not even kidding, if anyone said " Don't eat all the cookies by yourself ;)" I would be mad, I don't care who it was. My best friend Heather, kyrie, and Jessica, they know better than to say something like that. I wouldn't eat a whole 4 dozen cookies by myself, and her saying that was just fucked up.
So yeah, that hurt alot. I'm not sure how to react to it. she said she didn't mean it like that, but it was just so dickish... IDK yall I just don't know.
Whatever, I'm trying to move on, and not be so emotional, but the provera isn't helping, Heather knows that I mean when I say that!
oh well, we will be trying again in a few days to 2 weeks, depending on when my cycle decides to start. That's really all I have, other than the fact taht I"m exhausted, spent the weekend with my step son and Eugene putting up the tree and christmas shopping and such.
later
tomorrow is day 10 ( The last day) Of provera. Then we wait for the cycle to start over, and we count to day 5, and I start taking 100 mg a day for 5 days of clomid.
I've been having issues with a friend, who continues to say thoughtless things. I am thoughtless sometimes, but not to this extent. She doesn't get it though, she thinks I only get mad because it's her, but I"m not even kidding, if anyone said " Don't eat all the cookies by yourself ;)" I would be mad, I don't care who it was. My best friend Heather, kyrie, and Jessica, they know better than to say something like that. I wouldn't eat a whole 4 dozen cookies by myself, and her saying that was just fucked up.
So yeah, that hurt alot. I'm not sure how to react to it. she said she didn't mean it like that, but it was just so dickish... IDK yall I just don't know.
Whatever, I'm trying to move on, and not be so emotional, but the provera isn't helping, Heather knows that I mean when I say that!
oh well, we will be trying again in a few days to 2 weeks, depending on when my cycle decides to start. That's really all I have, other than the fact taht I"m exhausted, spent the weekend with my step son and Eugene putting up the tree and christmas shopping and such.
later
Monday, November 1, 2010
I need a pitcher of margeritas
So today as you know is day two of the provera.
I have decided that saturday night will be my last lushy night, I would LOVE for some friends to come over and celebrate it with me, but Laura works, Heather works, Amanda may or m ay not be able to come, and Misty will be out of town. That's ok, I've decided that if all else fails, I'm going to just drink alone!
At this point I just don't care, as long as I get a drink.
I had such a long hard week, it was beautiful, and I loved every minute that I got to spend with my family, but it also broke my heart.
Gary went in for Chemo on Monday, and the next day, Aunt Cindy noticed he looked yellow in the eyes, told the dr and he's got raised billium levels, he's jaundiced basically. So they give him an ultrasound of the liver, and find trouble, so they pet scan him to get a better view.....
he's got more tumors growing.
He was hit so hard by that, I think it just took his energy away from him.
I know he's struggling to believe in his own healing. So I am going to believe even harder for him.he will make it, and he will be whole again. :)
He will be there to hold his grand children, and walk my sisters down the aisle, and be apart of their whole life. He will. :) I just know it!
Anyways, I was busy trying to be as helpful as I could for them while I Was there, and I think that I did a good job, I hope I was able to be a blessing to them.
by now I am sure you can see why I need a drink, not to mention the freaking drive there and back... which is horrendous btw, absolutely horrendous! I think it's time for Sarah to get her drink on. I haven't had a drink in months, haven't wanted to chance it, but since this is cycle two of provera, and I'm on day 2 of it, i am absolutely positive that I am not pregnant. Therefore it's ok, this once to relax just a bit. And get drunk. :)
My wish is that I get pregnant this month,and give birth in July or August. To healthy baby(ies)I think I deserve that much. :)
Ok my lunch is nearly over, and my pills ahve been downed, and my head feels a bit better now that i've gotten the awful news out of the way.
I have decided that saturday night will be my last lushy night, I would LOVE for some friends to come over and celebrate it with me, but Laura works, Heather works, Amanda may or m ay not be able to come, and Misty will be out of town. That's ok, I've decided that if all else fails, I'm going to just drink alone!
At this point I just don't care, as long as I get a drink.
I had such a long hard week, it was beautiful, and I loved every minute that I got to spend with my family, but it also broke my heart.
Gary went in for Chemo on Monday, and the next day, Aunt Cindy noticed he looked yellow in the eyes, told the dr and he's got raised billium levels, he's jaundiced basically. So they give him an ultrasound of the liver, and find trouble, so they pet scan him to get a better view.....
he's got more tumors growing.
He was hit so hard by that, I think it just took his energy away from him.
I know he's struggling to believe in his own healing. So I am going to believe even harder for him.he will make it, and he will be whole again. :)
He will be there to hold his grand children, and walk my sisters down the aisle, and be apart of their whole life. He will. :) I just know it!
Anyways, I was busy trying to be as helpful as I could for them while I Was there, and I think that I did a good job, I hope I was able to be a blessing to them.
by now I am sure you can see why I need a drink, not to mention the freaking drive there and back... which is horrendous btw, absolutely horrendous! I think it's time for Sarah to get her drink on. I haven't had a drink in months, haven't wanted to chance it, but since this is cycle two of provera, and I'm on day 2 of it, i am absolutely positive that I am not pregnant. Therefore it's ok, this once to relax just a bit. And get drunk. :)
My wish is that I get pregnant this month,and give birth in July or August. To healthy baby(ies)I think I deserve that much. :)
Ok my lunch is nearly over, and my pills ahve been downed, and my head feels a bit better now that i've gotten the awful news out of the way.
ok!!!! It's november first!
Today is day two of provera, and hopefully soon we will see some real results, case you know it's like day 56 I think with no bleeding?
ugh
anyways, lets all just hope that this months clomid use really does work! I want to be able to really really celebrate this christmas, not be all sad about it....
ok I need food, ttyl
ugh
anyways, lets all just hope that this months clomid use really does work! I want to be able to really really celebrate this christmas, not be all sad about it....
ok I need food, ttyl
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