Wednesday, April 27, 2011

Intensely emotional and stress ful week

Provera day 6, and still no period, just lots and lots and lots of cramping!

Still waiting on that period to come, sot aht I can start a new cycle! I'm really hopeful!

So that's going to happen is that I'll take the provera into day 10, and my period should start anywhere from day 7 of provera, to day 14( I won't be taking pills past the tenth, but that's what the label says :P) Then when I start my period, I have to call the dr immediately, He will then prescribe me clmoid, he's upping my dosage to 200 mgs a day for 5 days. So that's cool. On day two of my period, I'm supposed to start taking Azithromyacin, and Eugene has to take them too. then on day 10, I have to go into the clinic, and have an HSG preformed. Which is where they take a needle, and stick it into your cervix, inject you with dye, and watch as the dye spills out of your F-Tubes, to make sure there is no blockage.

I will ask him about ultrasounds to gage when I'm ovulating, and then there will be lots and lots and lots of delicious sex :D


So now you are caught up on fertility stuff.


sunday I talked with my Aunt Donna on my father's side, and she told me that Steve had tried to commit suicide. I was of course shocked, and went through a whole bunch of emotions in about a day and a half, where I was sad, then angry, then uneffected, then angry again. I felt that I should go to him, show him that I'd been where he was, and that it was not the best path for anyone!

I did go see him, my Sweet Sister in law went with me. It was awful, I thought that making sure that he was ok, would make me feel better, when that wasn't at all the case. I hope he doens't try it again, but I don't want him in my life. So I don't know what to do.

Emotional and stressful, yes this is.

One of these days I'll figure it out, but for now, I need to focus on Me, Eugene, Malachai, and our future baby(ies) That's all I can do.


Later all <3

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