So tomorrow I go in for a blood pregnancy test, but I'm 99% positive it's going to be negative.
So facing that reality, I've gone ahead and been referred to a fertility specialist. Something I've been fighting for months. I didn't want to give up. But it's time.
Dr. Silverberg, I go see him for the first time on 4-20-2011, at 10am. I think I'm going to take that day off, so that I have a full day to just chill about whatever he tells me is going to happen.
My biggest fear? That he will tell me he cannot help me. :(
However, I will go to the appointment, and see what can be done, and hope that we can fix me.
I told the scheduling lady ( Sylvia) That I've been on 150 mg of clomid for 4 months, and that I would most likely need shots, she noted that down for me, and we made an appointment.
So yeah, terrified that I've stepped into uncharted waters? Absolutely.
Hopeful? More than you know.
I have to go for now.
Hope for me.
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