been a few days, of hell, of happy, of love, of tears

So I started my weekend, being told that I have Hepatitis, and spent the week believing it was true, I mean I have the damn symptoms don't I? UGh that was terrible, to face the weekend thinking that I have not only got PCOS, but also Diabetes and now Hep B too? WTF more can I possibly deal with?

Well Eugene asked me to cancel and plans I had already made, and not make any new ones, so I did, and that was nice, we had a weekend together, we went to see the sorcerer's apprentice, and had dinner at Olive Garden, I wrote out a grocery list, and we used it to shop, sadly my Walmart is undergoing construction, sot hat shopping trip was not as peaceful as I was hoping for.

But after the dinner and movie, I made the bed, and was cleaning up a bit, when Eugene said he was in the mood :D Finally! even though I'm still bleeding, we decided that it's been too fucking long since we have had sex, and we went for it :).

There were 9 flames going, 3 on each of the bed side tables, and 3 on the dresser. It was so beautiful!! :) We tried doing some different positions you know, but we ended up in doggie, that's his favorite, and I like it too as long as he comes quickly enough, if he doesn't it just starts to hurt.

So yeah, that was lovely, the weird thing though is this. While I was on my back during foreplay, I felt this terrible pressure sensation on my lower spine, like I felt when I was miscarrying. it made no sense, I turned over onto my side and it hurt a lot less. Not that it stopped entirely, but it lessened.

I got woken up today to hear the nurse on the line apologizing to me that I did not have hep b, that my chart got mixed up. I was so relieved.

It's been an interesting day.

I'm out, gotta go make lunch.