Today is the 6th day in my cycle :)
I am less emotional, so that is good, I say this because of this thought I had the other night
"I have some weirdness going on that I just noticed as a trend with me, at the beginning of the month, I always get all emotional( right after my period, the beginning of my cycle is pretty emotional for some reason) like I feel bad for animals, and people, mainly animals, cooking food makes me sad, like cooking a lobster makes me want to cry. This will last until the 9th or 10th
Then from about the 11th through the 20th or 21st I will be pretty ambivalent, happy go lucky all the time, and hard to irritate
Then from about the21st through the end of the month I am one angry annoyed bitch….. it’s like I go though a whole maiden mother crone thing every month. It’s really really strange I think.
So yeah… Just kinda had that flash of insight about myself.. maybe women in general."
Excerpted from an e-mail I sent to my friend Heather.
And so it makes sense that today things start to look up a bit, I got only four hours of sleep /sigh, but at least I got SOME sleep.
Poor Eugene, he doesn't sleep well during the day, ever.
Shoulder is still pretty painful, I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow at 8:30 to get it checked out again.
Found a pretty awesome post on someone's Facebook Status :
The real art of conversation is not only to say the right thing at the right time,but also to leave unsaid the wrong thing at the tempting moment
I thought that was wonderful :)
Also, Eugene and I had a Discussion about how he and I need to communicate better, and one of the things I asked him about was that when I ask him how he is, he tell me honestly, and then ask me how I am too, and this morning, he did it on his own! I said how'd you sleep honey? and he answered his usual, : like Shit" I apologized, cause it sucks to sleep like shit, and then.. MIRACLE, he asked me how I slept! I was so happy to be asked that Question, I hugged him :)It made me feel so appreciated since I had made him breakfast, and he actually asked me how I was doing for once.. :)
So basically today, even though I didn't get much sleep, and I'm exhausted, and my throat hurts and my nose is STUFFED because of allergies, will be a wonderful day, simply because I know that my Husband cares about me. :) <3
Ok! Almost time for work! WOOT WOOT!
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