MINIATURE ROAD TRIP!!!

Lol, I'm going to day to see my sisters Kyrie and Jessica, and I am sooooo excited! It's been MONTHS since I have seen them, and as it's Jess's 21st Birthday, we are going to party a bit! Virgin drinks only for me of course, wouldn't want to ruin anything that might be brewing. :D


But WOOOOT!

I plan on taking tons of pictures of the drive, and of them once I get there, not to mention the diner, Jessica's house, Rb, Kyrie, Jessica, Jay... The Parrot... EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!

EEEEEEEEEEEEKKKKKKKKK!!!

Will post pics when I get back, sunday night <3

also.... I found the artist who's doing my nursery pieces!!!!!

Her name is Meagan Quinn, and she is AWESOME! as you can see fromt he above redering which she did with MARKER!!!!

holy fuck shit I've had a week!!~

So monday flew bye!! I was like YEAH! This week is going to ROCK!

then Tuesday came, and with it came our new schedules, which is concerning enough for people like Heather and Justin and Eugene and I where the females in the situation got our first picks, but the males in our relationships did not, and so we are all on wonky fucking schedules. So yeah.. not ONLY THAT but while in the break room a guy at work PULLED A KNIFE ON A COWORKER.... A FUCKING KNIFE he threatened to stab him 45 fucking times.... and what happened? HE GOT THE KNIFE TAKEN AWAY AND WAS SENT BACK TO HIS DESK..... that's what happened... are you fucking kidding me?

yeah I went to HR and Yeah I'm a snitch because of it, but he FUCKING PULLED A KNIFE... stupid mother fucking redneck piece of shit. So yeah I had a terrifying day sitting by him .../ this whole week is going to be awkward. the only Good thing about this, is that I don't have to work with him anymore in 1 month.

So that happened, my Uncle, who is the only real Dad I have ever had ( No jokes about Banjos please he and Aunt Cindy took care of me when my parents couldn't) Has been diagnosed with aggressive Neuroendocrine cancer, and he started Chemo on monday. it's been a really really fucking emotional week.

After hearing that the cancer has now been deemed aggressive I told Eugene that I had to go to FL, he was completely supportive of this,though he can't go due to some work conflicts. October 21st through the 30th I will be off of work so that I can go to florida to see my family.

Adam Mogghadassi is going to Try to come with me, I will go regardless, I'm taking my dog, so I'll be perfectly protected.

It's a 17 hour drive 1140 miles, and I am DOWN for this challenge!!

I think that you can see why my week has been so crazy, and why I've been so freaked. Add into the fact that at work there is another investigation that I'm involved in ... I just have gotten myself into worlds of trouble!! Well.. I'm not in trouble.

anyways all that and it's only wednesday night ( for me)


though I would like to say that I feel so lucky to have gotten the schedule that I wanted. 4-1 with sat - sun off was exactly what I requested, so thank you to the Goddess for that! <3 I can still spend time with family, and even if Eugene isn't given the same shift( WHICH HE SHOULD SINCE 3 PEOPLE HAVE ALREADY LEFT MY TEAM) we at least ahve 1 day off together.


oooo and I 'm also super thankful for my amazing husband who gave me an AMAZING back massage last night. :) <3


Also.. I am doing a 5K!!!!

http://www.active.com/running/austin-tx/pure-austin-5k-2010


join me!

Need to get some stuff off my chest before I explode with happiness :)

I Can't even Describe my excitement!!! I actually finished a project!!! I know that it probably sounds silly, but, I don't normally finish what I start, I start out super strong, and then just never finish, but I did it this time! I finished this blanket for the baby I plan to have someday!!!


And on top of that, I Spent some amazing quality time with my mother in law. :) She is so sweet! And man is she open! Her kiddos don't know her at all, she talks about sex, and money, and politics, and celebrities! I mean you name it, and she talks about it!. I'm so happy to have been able to find out that she isn't as "prudish" as her kids think. I'm glad that i get to know the person she really is inside, and that I like her.


I got off of work saturday morning at 5,we went to pick up Malachai, and I took him out to breakfast while Eugene slept, then he took a nap, and i took a bath. :)I started omw to my mother in laws house at about 10-10:30, and only planned to stay until 5-6 pm, but it was 10pm by the time we were finished talking and catching up, so I spent the night ( She lives about 2 hours away, and it was waaaaaaaaaay too far to drive after not having slept for over 24 hours.) I woke up the next morning at about 7 am,a nd got back to work on the Blanket. :) She woke up make an hour later, and sat down to help me out.

After all was said and done, I didn't get out of there until 8pm sunday night, and got home at 10, waiting up for Eugene, then passed out until like 8 am, and slept off and on throughout the day. :)


anyways, just had to update! I got to have amazing sex today!! WOOOOOOOT!!

Friday the 13th

Joining the ranks! The other two did it, so I suppose I have to title a blog friday the 13th today. :)

Today was amazing, I mean I Now officially own over 1/3rd of my car, and I got to see great friends, I got to Drive around, and hang out with my puppy, I took a nice long bath this morning, and slept a tiny bit, not enough, but a tiny bit at least.

Even though I am beyond tired, with having to be up at normal people hours all week, And today at work is probably going to try my patience to the breaking point,, I think that since it's friday.. it's worth it.

So I wanted to maybe start a new blog, in coop with Heather and Laura, where we put our own little stories into the blogs, but also uploaded pictures, exercises, healthy recipes, tips, tricks, advice, things that like on infertility/pregnancy/fertility/womanhood.

The things that we read, the things we find, inspirational songs, and stores ( Heather is super good at that!)

I don't know, I just think it would be awesome, and there are so many exercises in WTEWYE that have pictures.. we can totally scan and upload those babies!

Hope that works out.

Heather, Laura, Sarah, a firey combination!

Hey Blog!!! Today is day I think 8 of my cycle, at least it's the 8th day with NO BLEEDING! OMG YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I blend for 6 weeks, and finally stopped, Thank you Goddess!!!


It's is week four of month 2 and I'm not pregnant yet, but I am hopeful! :D

You know I bought a new car, today I went and paid another thousand dollars on it, so this week I have spent 2270 dollars on car related purcahses, teh car itself, 2k, the insurance down payment 250, and a car charger for me phone so I can use it as GPS on long trips, 20bucks.

Eugene will probably complain about the car charger part, but IDC I get lost so damn easily, and GPS drains my phones battery so quickly, I have to have a charger for it, up until; now I've gotten by with prayer lol, Luckily, now I don't have to anymore! *Squee*




Back t Baby Basics!!

My Cervical Mucus is creamy today, like really really creamy, like a nice expensive goatsmilk lotion lol, So in the next few day we will see baby making fluid!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!

I have been reading this blog, that Heather Linked me to http://www.babyfireflydreams.com/ And I love it! This woman is so inspirational :)

LOL favorite line to date " yep that's me, Potential Sperm Murderer" teeehehe I just laughed so hard!!!!





and that was also shared with me.. it was so beautiful

Heather and Laura, you both have been so wonderful in the ongoing inspiration in my life! Love you both a ton! Without you, I don't even know if I would be strong enough to deal with all the crap I'm going through.


Thank you ladies, for your love!!

*SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE* I have a new car!

As you probably already know, I now have a new car :D See the image! That's my baby, parked at work :D I cannot stop smiling about her!!! EEEEEEEK!

She is a 2003 Chevy Malibu, with 94, 400 miles on it( it's under 400 but I'm rounding) I am driving it this weekend to Denton Texas to see my sisters Kyrie and Jessica :D They will get to see my new car!!!


I think it is AMAZING that I have my new car now, because NOW I can start looking for car seats in all seriousness!!! It's important I think that know all my options!

AAAAAAAAAAA the trunk is HUGE I am serious, I have never seen a trunk this large! you can see it on my facebook album :D.


Freaking love it!!!! I am off to read more in what to expect when you are expecting :D TTFN!

Car.... *squee*

So! On Saturday, Eugene and I went looking to price vehicles that are baby safe, and within our Budget, we ended up falling in love with a 2003 Chevy Malibu, it's white, all the power windows work, all the power locks work, I can pop the hood and the trunk with ease, I can slide in and out with no trouble, the back seat is plenty huge, the front passenger seat is super duper comfortable. The ac works well, it's a dream to drive, and it was only 5750 dollars.

Easily Doable right? Right! So they ran my credit, I cringed, 460 /wrists, it's terrible, but apparently, they had seen much worse, and said that if I came back on Monday with 6 character references, and my pay stubs, a bank statement, and my phone bill, that they could help me out. So I'm hoping that they can help me out!!!! We are putting 2000 down on the car, and will have to pay out the other 3750 over 6 months( to be paid off by January) Until then I have to have full coverage Insurance, which btw SUCKS 200 a month... ouch, So we will be pretty much broke until january, that's what this means. Broke broke broke. But we will have a vehicle 6 months before we had originally planned too.

The reason we need two vehicles is because we may have to get two separate schedules, due to some issues with our job making us bid for shitty shifts. I'm not too happy with Work, however, they are a business and have to take care of their monetary /customer needs before the employees can be considered.

Whatever, we will get this taken care of, and I'm hoping that we get our first choice shift, so that we can still see one another. Though, since there are only 2 teams on that shift, and over 500 employees, I rather doubt it.

Anywho, I go today to gather up all the necessities :) I have to head to work to get all my stubs printed out. And then to the bank to get my statement printed out, and then to the dealer ship :)



Can't wait!!!!


I will update you later :D

Wow :)

So Eugene and I went to Cracker barrel yesterday morning, after we had our talk, we drove for a while, and turned around, and decided we wanted food! :P

So while in the country store we saw Halloween costumes, and Eugene turned to me and said " I can see our daughter in the blue one" It was a ren faire dress with a hoop skirt and everything! :D

we also saw an adorable Bumble Bee Baby Costume, that I just fell in love with.


I will have to go there to find costumes for the kid(s) when the time comes!

I have been day dreaming alot of Holidays, like Halloween, Thanksgiving, Christmas, with my babies, my family as a whole.. it's so freaking beautiful guys, so freaking beautiful.

I can picture it, and feel the warmth of the scene, and the love and I just... IDK I just feel like it's close!!!

I've said it many times over the last few weeks, but I just feel like this winter is going to be full of new beginnings, amazing love, and exciting opportunities. And just warmth, it's going to be colored the beautiful haze of perfection.


I will try to write more later, but just now.. I think that I am just too happy for words to express..

last night before bed, I told Eugene that I was excited about September, and he said he was too... :)

Frustration!!!

So everyone probably knows that Eugene can't(won't?) save money, when I was younger, I could not save money, but as I've gotten older ( just recently really) I have been the only one in the relationship who can save money.

I have saved 1400 dollars in 8 weeks. He is now so completely frustrated by the fact that he doesn't have all the control of the money that today he started a fight.

It's true, I have not gone to the bank and gotten rent out for him, but it's already been paid, and he knows my pin, so he can use my card if he needs to. We were in Subway( I hate subway so much) and Ipull out my card to pay for our dinner/lunch, and he goes " well you sure do whip that around all the time" to which I replied with nothing, then he says that I owe him money for rent, and for repairing the car, the rent, yes, I'll admit I do owe him for, However, the money to fix the car? the 400 dollars I gave him towards that, he spent on other shit, that's not my fault, I gave him that money 6 fucking weeks ago. I cannot be held responsible if he doesn't use it for what it was intended to be used for!!@!!!!! And then he comes back with the fact that he had to use it to get insurance, and get the car inspected and renew the tags. Well guess what Buddy? THAT'S WHAT THE MONEY WAS FOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*UPDATE*
We have now talked about our issues, and we will talk more when I get home we will probably talk some more, but I'm tired, and that exacerbates my frustration, so I suppose we both have to think more about what we say to each other before we say it.

My Chores List! :D

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Dishes

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Vacuum loft

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Vacuum Mstr bdrm

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Vacuum Living room

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Vacuum 2^nd bedroom

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Sweep Kitchen Floor

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Swifer wet jet kitchen floor

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Sweep Mstr Bathroom

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Swifer MSter Bathroom

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Sweep Guest Bathroom

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Swifer wet jet guest bathroom

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Sweep entry way

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Swifer wet jet entry way

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Vacuum Stairs

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Clean windows

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Wash Mirrors

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Clean out trash from car

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Vacuum car 1^st

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Steam Clean Car

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Vacuum Car 2^nd

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Take out Trash

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Wipe down Kitchen Counters

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Wipe Down Stove

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Wipe down Refrigerator

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Wipe down Pantry door

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Clear off table

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Feed Dog

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Pick up laundry

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Start Washer

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Start Dryer

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Put laundry away